I love you. I will always love you. But I’m done. This is the end. I’ve said it time and time again, and I’ll probably keep saying it. Over and over. And maybe one day I’ll finally start to believe it.
I know what love is and I know what it isn’t. I know I loved you. And I know you loved me. But not like I needed. And maybe I didn’t love you like you needed. Because love isn’t pain. Love isn’t suffering. This isn’t love. I hope I’ve found it. But I won’t hold onto that hope. Because I won’t get hurt again. I won’t. There’s no way I’m going through that again. I needed you and you hurt me. And I won’t do that again.
So this is it. Good luck with your life. Your new girl. I love you. But please stay away. And stay away from him. My boy. If you even try to hurt him I’ll kill you. I know you’re jealous. I know that’s why you lost it that night. But you can’t do that again. Because he’s my best friend. And I’ve done a lot to protect him these past few months. More than you’ll ever know. More than he will ever know. More than anyone will ever know. He scares me. For a lot of reasons. But what scares me most is falling for him. Some days i feel like I am. Some days I don’t. And I don’t want to. I can’t destroy what we have. But I will say this; he’s made me happier than I’ve felt in a long time. I’m finally smiling again. I’m happy.
I’m ready. It’s time for me to let go. I love you. It’s time for our story to end. And mine to begin. This isn’t a story about you anymore. This is my story. And it’s time I started writing it.
-This will never be over (via rhaenysheather)
Of getting into my head
And messing with my thoughts.
But please try to realise
That I don’t care,
And I don’t want to know
About your newest conquest
Or the girl you met yesterday.
I don’t want to hear
About how she swept you off your feet,
Or how you danced till midnight
And that you kissed her goodbye
Before saying that she
Had the most beautiful eyes.
Because if you’ve moved on
Please have the good sense
To let me do the same.
Please stop tugging on my heart strings
They’re no longer yours to play
And stop calling when you’re drunk,
I don’t want to know that she broke your heart
Or that you want me back
Because drunken words,
Are not always sober thoughts
And your lies
Will always become tangled
With my early morning musings
And I’m sick,
Sick to the core of it.
-Just let me go (via blossomfully)
-Reality (via beentough-butstillcheering-youon)
-The heart (via galaxygoddes)
It makes me mad that you don’t want me when I want you so bad.